Welcome back DOTMHGOI! I pray that you are discovering more and more that you are a Daughter of God. You are indeed the Daughter of the The Most High God of Israel. It is VITAL that you begin to own your Royal Identity and Heritage. Place your crown back where it belongs.. on top of your precious head. In todays blog I am going to speak about a strategic attack of the enemy. He wants to ensure that we continue on in this life completely "Spiritually Malnourished". One of his goals is to keep us functioning in dysfunction. How many of us can be completely honest and admit that we have been repeating the same broken cycles? How many of us can take a look back at our childhoods and see that we have fallen in the toxic behavioral patterns of our parents or family members? While journaling one day and spending time with the Lord I begin to write about the domestic violence I'd seen my mother endure as a young girl. I used to say that I would never allow such a thing to happen to me. Narcissistic abuse is DOMESTIC ABUSE and the enemy is so sure to disguise it initially that you genuinely do not know that you are being abused until things escalate over time. I think about my daughter witnessing this man that she's known as her step Father, violently shoving and pushing me out of the bedroom while in another Narcissistic Rage and it dawned on me. The enemy was successful in yet continuing another "Generational Curse" and repetitive toxic cycle. My daughter was now watching her Mother be abused as I had watched as a little girl in my childhood.
If you have been lead to this blog then I am here to tell you that you have in fact been deliberately STARVED by the enemy. Starvation is defined as suffering or death caused by hunger. This spiritual starvation is yet another one of Satans attacks on us as "LOST" Daughters of God. We have each suffered from many of the following: rejection, abandonment, trauma, neglect, sexual abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse, bullying, absent fathers, absent mothers, suicidal thoughts, low self-esteem , and the like. These traumatic experiences causes a deep wound to your subconscious mind. Sometimes for years these things occur to us and it causes breaks everywhere in our beings (mind, body, soul, and spirit). At some point you desire some form of release or escape from the things that have tormented you most of your life. We begin to desire that "safe space". We just want to feel LOVED! You have been deprived of it for so long that you come to desire love and acceptance at very intense (unhealthy) levels. When someone is deprived of food to the point of starvation, they would consume just about anything due to their current condition. The enemy uses this very tactic on us through our traumas and emotions.
This Narcissistic man was personally sent to you from Satan HIMSELF! This person has an assignment tailored just for you to hinder your growth spiritually and to destroy you at any cost. This is a spiritual war Sis and you must see that the enemy has been very careful to disguise himself in the form of toxic partners in these abusive relationships. The enemy knows that you have been starved of love, affection, and attention. He knows that you have been deprived of feeling needed, desired, or heard. The Narcissist enters your life and provides you with a endless supply of everything you have been INTENTIONALLY denied! This person is usually very charming, polite, romantic, and most importantly they give you the type of attention you have desired your entire life. Please understand that all of this has been planned by Satan. He was there in the midst of the abuse and neglect facilitating it all through the use of these individuals that hurt you.
He planted all of those seeds to corrupt your mind and to look towards men/relationships to solve the brokenness deep within your heart, mind, and soul. This lead us all to idolatry unknowingly because this man became our "Source" and in many ways has tricked us into a sly form of worshipping him within this relationship. Take a moment Sis and think about this for a minute. You have been groomed by use of manipulative tactics to fear, honor, and obey this man.. If you don't there are consequences and we are trained to be in compliance to avoid them ( walking on eggshells).This is WITCHCRAFT Sis! I read that "Witchcraft is a work of the flesh, and it is also a demon. Witchcraft is DOMINATION, INTIMIDATION, MANIPULATION, SORCERY, DIVINATION, ENCHANTMENT, SPELLS etc". (The Prophet's Manual by John Eckhardt) The enemy has hidden himself within the confines of this relationship and has found a way for the Daughters of God to worship him by use of this relationship. You do remember that he had the nerve to ask Jesus to bow to him in a act of worship as he was being tempted. ( Matthew 4:9) Satan has not STOPPED desiring being worshipped and he has found a way through the use of the Narcissist!
Satan knew your "MALNOURISHED" condition and he provided this person to overdose you with immense supply of every single thing you never had! This is the primary purpose of Love Bombing. Love Bombing is the first stage of Narcissistic abuse. This person idealizes you and they bombard you with loving words, gestures, sentiments, gifts, declarations of falling in love with you, tearful confessions that you are the best woman they've ever been in a relationships with, endless hours of conversations, intense intimate encounters, and ultimately rushing into a relationship due to this overwhelming love for you. This person is aiming to have a strong emotional effect on you. Coincidentally this is the definition of a spell according to Macmillan Dictionary! When you have been starved of love and affection this technique works every time Sis! Our emotions are very powerful and the enemy has been killing us in various ways by the use of them for thousands of years now. This man is a predator. He has a demonic spirit assisting him in creating a beautifully adorned poisonous trap to slowly kill and destroy you. This is done very discreetly and covertly.
I thank God that he is more than able to save us from such a tortured existence. We desire to be loved so badly, that we accept abuse disguised as love because we don't know that GOD IS LOVE! (1 John 4:8) When we choose to lay down every single thing before him on the alter and surrender our lives to Him, then we give him the permission to FIGHT for us! The Bible tells us in Psalm 23 "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."
I am here as a witness to share with you that everything that the enemy was sure to starve you of, GOD WILL PLACE IT ALL ON A TABLE IN FRONT OF THE ENEMY AS THEY WATCH YOU DINE AND BE SPIRITUALLY RESTORED IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME! Yes Sis! When you choose to honor, worship, praise, and reverence God then He will prepare a feast for you! The very demonic enemies who tortured you through out your entire life will have to watch as you feast upon : JOY, PEACE, HAPPINESS, BLESSINGS, ANNOINTING, MIRACLES, LOVE, FAVOR, RESTORED RELATIONSHIP WITH THE KING OF KINGS, WISDOM, KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING, POWER, AUTHORITY, DOMINION, KINGDOM MARRIAGE TO A SON OF GOD, BROKEN CURSES, CONFIDENCE, SECURITY, SELF ESTEEM, EVERLASTING LIFE ETC. I could go on and on Sis! Yes God will restore everything that the enemy stole from you ( Joel 2:25) and caused you to function in a deprived or starved state of being. Do not allow the sun to set on another day choosing to believe that this demonic relationship is love. This is not what God had in mind when he created you. This relationship is the manifestation of the trauma and abuse that you have absorbed in your life thus far and you have agreed with the lie that this is what you deserve. This is also a derivative of the separation from the Father due to the fall of mankind into sin. Satan was involved with this breach as he tempted Eve and manipulated her thoughts and emotions as well.( Read Genesis 3) I BREAK THIS DEMONIC CYCLE AND CURSE IN JESUS NAME RIGHT NOW!
I encourage you.. NO.. I URGE YOU SIS to choose life today and stop living a life of scarcity when the King of Kings, our Heavenly Father has made endless provision for you. He has a table prepared for you and he wants to see you become spiritually rejuvenated once you begin to feast upon all that Satan has strategically kept from you thus far. Stop settling for breadcrumbs on the floor and take your seat at the table as the beautiful Princess that you are. You are ROYALTY! The Daughter of the King! Do not continue to live and function at this destitute level due to your not reuniting with your Heavenly Father. The moment I chose God above everything else and submitted myself to him wholeheartedly... things begin to shift Sis. I am now free from the abuse of this man and the demons he carried inside of his vessel. I give all the praise and glory to God and I will do so for the rest of my life. Join me at the table Sis and eat until your heart, soul, body, mind, and spirit is content!
** Thank you so very much for reading todays blog. I prayed and asked God to tell me what he wanted his Daughters to know today. I always infuse my personal encounters and testimony with the word that he wants to give to the Sisterhood of The Daughters of The Most High God of Israel (DOTMHGOI). How many of us can relate to the cycles presented here today. All of it was a plan of the enemy to have you in deep bondage. Satan knows that we were created to desire God and God is Love. We are programmed to believe that love is limited to a relationship and being that we have endured some pretty awful things in life, this relationship seems as if it is the answer and cure for our broken hearts. ONLY GOD CAN FILL THAT VOID SIS. Have you considered that you shared all of your traumas or hurtful moments with this man thinking he would " love" them away, only to find that he came to intensify them under the guise of a relationship? This is truly sadistic Sis when we actually think about what we have been accepting. Let today be the day that you surrender your life to God. Accept Jesus as Christ our Savior and that he died and was resurrected for our sins. Pray and ask God to lead you to a bible based church and continue to grow in your relationship with our Father and continue to PRAY! I love you Siss!
Be Blessed
Be Intentional
Be Unmoved
WE ARE A SISTERHOOD OF THE DAUGHTERS OF THE MOST HIGH GOD OF ISRAEL AND THIS IS A SAFE SPACE. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT BELOW AND OPEN UP AS WE ARE ALL HEALING TOGETHER AND WE NEED THE SUPPORT OF OUR SISTERS IN CHRIST. NO SISTER IS TO FEEL AS IF SHE IS ALONE. YOU ARE NEVER ALONE SIS!
*** PLEASE UTILIZE THE CONTACT FORM ON MY BLOG WEBSITE TO SEND ME PERSONAL PRAYER REQUESTS, ADVICE ABOUT YOUR SITUATION, AND PERSONAL QUESTIONS. I WILL RESPOND AS TIME PERMITS SIS AS I AM A PRAYER WARRIOR/INTERCESSOR FOR CHRIST. I LOVE YOU SIS AND BE BLESSED!***
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