ABOUT
I believe you must bring your whole self to the table if you want to thrive in today’s crazy world; your personality, your sense of humor, and most importantly, your heart. All of these elements brought me to start Sis Shantel DOTMHGOI Deliverance Blog.
Ever since I launched this project, the blog has been thriving and has quickly gained a loyal following. To see what I’ve been up to, browse my site, learn about my passions, and explore what excites and interests you as well.
MY TESTIMONY
Beauty for Ashes
From the age of 10 years old I have struggled with insecurity, low self esteem, worthlessness, neglect, abuse, abandonment and the like. The enemy had been attacking me in my mind and heart for as long as I could remember. I didn't receive the love and support from my mother and family that a child needs and thus I spiraled deeper into the many traps of the enemy. I grew up as many other young girls without my Father in my life which aided in more feelings of low self worth and searching for love in all the wrong places, namely men and relationships.
I begin to seek validation from men as their attention was the only form of "love" or "acceptance" I had ever received in my life. This lead to my journey of being abused by men mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually, and sexually. This summation lead to NARCISSISTIC ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS! Every relationship that I have ever been in has been with a Narcissistic man. The last relationship lasted seven years and I was engaged to this person for 2 years. I gave my life to Christ in November 2019 and He begin to give me revelations about what was happening to me as I was completely unaware as most women are who are abused in this manner.
I had mentally, emotionally, and physically (abstinence/celibacy) ended this relationship in November 2019 while praying for God to create a escape plan for my daughter and I. God then COMPLETELY delivered me from this Narcissistic relationship in July 2020 after devoting myself to learning about Him and submitting my life to Him! This blog is my platform to help other women through sharing my life's testimony and how God literally saved my life. Join me as we discover our true worth and value as Daughters of The Most High God of Israel and invite our Father, THE KING OF KINGS, back unto the throne of our hearts!
I've actually written a book about my experience that is a deliverance aid for his daughters that are still in bondage in these relationships. "My Father Heard My Cry" is the story of how when I was at my lowest and when the broken little girl in me cried out, my Heavenly Father was there, and he heard me.